Everyone has Problems.

Well I must say that I have been through a lot in my life, way more than your average 21 year old. I grew up without my real father in my life, my step father in and out of jail, his drug problems, police invading my home when I was like 7 and much more. My point is just because I've bee through horrible things I will never act like I have more issues than the next person or act like my issues are more important. Everyone has their own unique issues ,whether they have no money to pay the rent, whether their grandfather just passed, they had a miscarriage , mother has cancer, boyfriend slept with best friend, its all important. You don't know how that person feels, just because you feel a certain way about your problems you should never make someone feel like their not allowed to be sad. It's not fair. That's all for now =)

Grammy Style,2011, Glitz and Glam!



Well I personally LOVED the dresses at the Grammy's this year, so my style, Glittery, Shiny, Fun! I hate dresses that are too serious and too long, I like to see somthing that pops! that you cant help but to stare at! and Jennifer Lopez and Kim Kardashian deffinitly did that for me. I've always been a big J.Lo fan (even tho I'm dissapointed at the fact that she still wears fur knowing about animal cruelty) and who doesn't love Kim K?, deffinitly my style icon!





J.Lo in a silver,Emilio Pucci mini dress, and Christian Louboutin shoes.



Kim K in a glittery, golden, Kaufman Franco gown.



I thought I should share a fashion choice of mine for New Years 2010, I would have fit right in ...some day ;-)



A Grown & Sexy Valentines

Well this Valentines day was extra special, because it was our first Valentines day as legal adults, 21 baby! So instead of doing the norm, dinner and a movie, He decided to take me to a Hookah bar, I've always said I wanted to go to one.I didn't want to plan this Valentines day, I wanted him to pick the event and the place, a big task for him to do because it doesn't come second nature to him, I'm the romantic one lol. Well he ended up taking me to this great spot with interesting music, romantic secluded, lit wit candles,it was amazing, and we definitely plan to go back. He made my night, it was a great 7th Valentines =)

Meeting JWoww

So I got an opportunity of a lifetime to meet my favorite Jersey Shore cast member ,Jenni Farley, better known as JWoww! I've always loved JWoww because not only is she sexy as fuck and not afraid to show it, she's bad ass and classy at the same exact time, its hard to be 3 of those things all at once, I mean I should know ;-) (lol) but that's why I relate to her, she has a good head on her shoulders and her favorite accessory is her cleavage, funny, so is mine, hey if you got it, flaunt it ;-) any who, I made sure to look my best, come on! its JWoww!

Well ofcorse she looked beautiful, and very classy I might add...I was extremely nervous to meet her, my heart was beating!.and she was sweet to everyone.I had no idea what i was going to say to her so I just embarrassingly babbles on about how awesome she is and that she's my idol, she interrupted me to tell my that my earrings are fierce and amazing!...Never EVER throwing these earrings away! lol.

I'm not going to lie, I didn't think the book was going to be all of that, I just thought it was gonna be a cute lil book for her to put her name on and make money...boy was I wrong!!!!!! I read the book in one day, couldn't get enough. The advice in this book has changed me, I've learned from my past mistakes, I've learned about the relationship I'm in now and I feel wiser, and more confident.

One of my old joints =)

So I came across some of my old material I did with several other rappers and I came across a song that I did with one of the most talented rappers I worked with, and I thought I'de share some of it with you since I will be remaking the song soon =)

Resistance Bands = My Favorite Workout Equipment!

Senior prom, that's me in the yellow dress,weighing 123

I have found a new fondness for working out...something I never did or even thought about doing, but I'm 4'11 and I tend to look heavier than I am at times, plus my huge knockers are not helping the situation  (LOL). Well me and my long time boyfriend  of 7 years got back together in October, and when me and him are single...we're sexy as fuck and when we get back together we gain weight, it never fails..so we decided to do something about it this time around.In my last entry I mentioned EA Sports Active, my boyfriend bought it for us to workout and so far its going great...I really fell in love with the resistance bands.
    I wondered how would my workouts be just as intense once I get home and than I found resistance bands laying around my house, and let me tell you, it does the job. You can workout your whole body with these bands, the number of workouts you can do is countless. I'm already getting results in my booty and my thighs.For my height I should be 118...but lets get real I'm a curvaceous latina! that's way too thin for me, I love my thick thighs and boobs and booty, so my goal weight is the weight I was senior year of high school...123.

2011..the Year of...Progress? =)

My New Work Out Routine

So it's 2011 and basically I'm so done with 2010..it was an emotional year for me and I'm glad to be done with it. I'm more ready than ever to start laying down my new tracks for the studio as well as collaborating with other artist. I was going to apply for beauty school but what my mind is really focused on is my music and getting a steady income...a girl needs more shopping money in her pockets ;-) So I've decided once I get over the longest hang over in history, I'm going to look for a new job that I'll feel comfortable doing (I'm very picky when it comes to hard labor).


Something that I've also been working on is getting my Jayden Jaymes body ;-)...yea she's a porn star but shes freaking perfect! Well I've been burning calories with EA Active,it's a gym in a ps3 game.It's seriously the most intense work outs I've ever had in my life,and I sweat like crazy..which is a good thing.
I'm already seeing results in my booty and  my sides =)

So basically 2011 is the year of progress, I'm actually getting up from my ass and following my dreams =)

By the way,this is Jayden Jaymes...hot huh? lol