Sweet Revenge..?

So...as of right now, I'm happy..never been this happy in a very long time,however theres this little voice in me that is just like "Look at you..pathetic, you let them walk all over you, hurt you...than they stop and you accept it like nothing happened"...That lil voice comes from the dark part in my heart that still hurts...that still craves revenge. Revenge is a bad thing..especially when everythings good now,but I cant help but think at times...how about when it wasn't good, when I was a good girl from January-so forth and I was being walked on for no reason..simply because they can do that. It makes me sick when I think of it, and I get really disapointed in myself.

I feel like theres two sides of me..this hurt victom who's been used and made a fool of than theres the forgiving happy side who has forgiven and wants to move on with the future...but that side is a fool with no back bone.It's a battle with myself. I just feel that I am worth so much more,like who the hell thought they can fuck with me and get away with it like nothing happened...when all I've had for them is love and respect.

Well after I had watched kill bill ...Beatrice Kiddo ..her character..the journey for pure revenge, with no mercy, her hurt ,her pain..I felt it..I felt like that movie was a huge exageration of my life.Why do I have so much mercy? Love is strong but so is pain..and if you love someone..you dont hurt them.Well I have my own Beatrice kiddo that lives in me..a samurai assassin who craves vengence...but The good person in me is way too strong,however I will never..ever let anybody try to pull half the things that have been done to me this year.There will be a consiquence to pay..and I will have no mercy.

Nicki Minaj Vs a Has been? the easiest challange she's ever seen.

So the first song that kim has released since her last unsuccessful album out in 2005 ofcorse is a pathetic diss rap to Nicki. Through the whole song Kim is talking about how Nicki copied her style...boo F-ing hoo! So ofcorse being a Nicki fan, I know she been slaughtered kim with just a couple of lines in "Monster" and "Romans Revenge".

Ofcorse a whole bunch of Nicki haters are like "ooo Kim Killed Nicki!"...When kim didn't say much through her whole song...and the people that are saying this know they haven't even thought about kim for years, yet alone listened to her music .She's a has been. Everybody keeps talking about "Let the battle begin" Umm hello! there will be no battle..The moment Nicki Mentions Kim's name, Kim's 5 minutes of fame will turn into 15. Nicki's not going to give a has been shine.

" So let me get this straight wait I’m the rookie
But my features and my shows ten times your pay
50k for a verse no album out!"

" i'll say bride of chucky is child's play just killed another career its a mild day, besides yay they can't stand beside me" -Monster

"Nicki she just mad cause you took her spot
Word that bitch mad cause I took her spot, well bitch if you ain't shit than get off the pot, got some niggas out in brooklyn that will off ya top"

"Fuck I look like getten back to a has been..yea I said it..has been!, hang it up, flat screen!"-Romans Revenge

Nicki's not responding to a has been. Nobodys going to be talking about kim by the end of December.

RIP KIM